It's Just Those Rainy Days

NO REALLY! It's raining.

So it's been a long long time since I've updated. I have posts written out, just not posted. I feel like I'm keeping a diary with them still in my tab. For one I need to collect a few pictures which I haven't had time for but the other I will be sharing ASAP.

There are those days when you think of something and you go damn that was a really great thought process, like if I write that out it would sound poetic and ish. So long story short my status on Facebook today was one of those moment. As I was walking into work and I think I was feeling myself a little more than I should, more confident than cocky I promise. But any who here was the status happy day beautiful people!

"Two men who were having a serious conversation in front of me turned around (still talking) when they heard me coming, the moment they saw me they went silent... It was just one of those days, I'm feeling myself and they were too. Heyyyyyy lol Good morning beautiful people I hope the streets you walk on pause when you walk by. Have a wonderful day!"

So any who I love you all and miss you all! Ooooo I forgot to say I'm creating a vision board, I feel myself drifting and I don't like it. So any who I will be focusing my vision and my purpose a little more. I'm about to take this adulting to the next level.

This too shall pass

Today I began my day by taking a ride to work, the driver had on the radio and a zen kind of music was playing. With the news of all that is going on in Ethiopia with Gofa and the exchange rate, folks are stressed out to the point I find it difficult to breathe. So I appreciated a moment to sit in what felt like silence. And of course, as I point this out, most of you will say then why don't you move back to the United States? And, as hard as it is to be optimistic and have hope in moments like this I remind myself "This too shall pass." That there's a much larger picture to look at. Something I'm not so sure of myself but my gut tells me to wait a little. When I first moved here I was told don't ask why. To just live. "ሰው እንደሆነው ሆነሽ ትኖሪያለሽ።" As much as that has been the theme of my life, I find that I have been moving far and far away from making the small differences that I can in the moments that God has provided me with. I feel like a crazy pers...

To New Beginnings

TBH

Moment of honesty... I think I stopped blogging partly because I don't have time anymore. But mainly because my life wasn't fun anymore. And although a little bit of seriousness is needed in order to live an adult life, I think I've lost myself in the process. I'm back to being a floating object. Not sure what the next goal is. I miss the days of us being in grade school where we knew what was next, pass the test move on to the next grade keep doing that until college. Then you choose your "path" graduate. Than float. When I grow up I want to be happy, but I also want a family and live a proactive and productive life. Chasing money doesn't make me happy, that's one thing I've learned so far. But I also don't want to let my future me down. She deserves to live a life full of everything she wants and needs. I'm at another turning point in my life not sure which way to go. I'm not sure if back to the Sta...

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